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Love, I'm still waiting
for your Christmas wish list.

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- I'm fine, mum. Whatever you like.
- What about me?

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Don't I have to do my wish list?

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You always ask for colourful socks...

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Or some weird product for the garden.

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Right, no need for a wish list.

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By the way, Leah, have I ever told you
what one lettuce said to another?

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A million times?

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Dad!

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Things can suddenly change.

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ONE YEAR LATER

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- Morning.
- Hey.

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Weren't you leaving soon?

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Yeah, but I liked dinner so much
that I had to try breakfast.

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The buffet is open.

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If I eat too much, someone's
not getting their present tonight.

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- Really? What happens tonight?
- It's Christmas Eve, you idiot.

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What?

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- Hi, mum. Happy Christmas Eve.
- Why didn't you answer the phone?

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- I thought you'd have choked.
- Always looking on the bright side.

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Any room in the freezer?

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Aren't they chilled?

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Axel, love,
weren't you in charge of that?

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Yeah, I know.

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Check the top shelf,
I think there's room for them.

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I told you I should've dealt with it.

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- Don't ever let him help again.
- Have you ever heard of ice, Dad?

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- And Happy Christmas.
- Happy? Hardly.

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- We could just not celebrate.
- Please, cut it out.

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Tonight's going to be tough for all of us.

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Alright?

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Take these to your brother.
I can handle this myself.

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- You sure?
- Yeah.

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Okay.

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Alright.

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There we go.

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You've just arrived
and Dad's already pissed off. New record.

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Hi, how are you doing?

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Aren't you fed up
with my brother already?

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I know loads of nice, single mates.

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- I could introduce you to them.
- You know, I'm not trying to replace him.

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"Love is blind", they say.
If you saw his jumper...

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Didn't you bring
one of your girlfriends tonight?

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So you scare them off
with your dad jokes?

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Yeah, I'm sure
that's what would scare them off.

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Open the door. We'll handle this.

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- Hi.
- Hi.

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- Food's ready. Drinks are nearly chilled.
- Great.

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How's my favourite person?

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Our lives changed 20 years ago,
when the Joneses...

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came from the other side of the world
to become part of our family.

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Oliver and I have been
very close friends since we were little,

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but that car crash
that took their parents' lives

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brought us together
in an unbreakable bond.

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Ready?

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- It was delicious, Miriam.
- Thank you so much, love.

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I did my best, but without your mum...

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It didn't turn out the same.

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As you all know,

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we've been celebrating Christmas
together as one family.

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Today, all of us...

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miss your parents more than ever.

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A toast to them,
and may this always be your home.

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- Leah! Leah, wait.
- I'll go.

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Damn, dad. You sure are
the life and soul of the party.

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That's you, son.
You never take anything seriously.

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I was taking Christmas seriously,
but it seems we have the Grinch at home.

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- Cut it out, please. We're celebrating.
- Yes? And your brother's the clown.

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Pack it in already, dad.
Let's celebrate peacefully.

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Peacefully? Don't make me laugh.
I'm going home. My stomach hurts.

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Axel, for God's sake!

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I'll get him.

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It's fine, mum.
No, it wasn't your fault.

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We all agreed on it,
we thought it was the best, but...

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I guess it wasn't, after all.

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- Is Oliver angry?
- No, he's with me, at home.

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We're having some drinks.
He'll pick Leah up later, alright?

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- Alright, love. We're here.
- Okay. Love you, mum. It's fine.

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Hey there.

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Sorry for what my dad
put you both through.

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It's okay.

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It must be a rough time for him too.

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What were you going to tell me?
You really threw me earlier.

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I've been offered a promotion.

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That's amazing, man.
When were you going to tell me?

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- It's not that easy.
- Really? How come?

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Do you have to do
anything special for your boss?

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If I say yes,
I'll spend nine months in Berlin.

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And what's the issue? I can visit you.
You know what the music scene's like there.

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Yeah. Leah's the issue.

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What's with her?

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What's with her?
She can't come with me, man.

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I can't just take her away
from her life.

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Maybe that's what she needs.

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I don't know. I'm not sure...

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She's struggling after retaking a year.

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And I want her to go
to university next year. To a good one.

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Like I did, thanks to my parents.

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And to help her,
I need more money.

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I've spent a year working part-time

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so I could be there for her,
and I'm running out of money.

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If you need some,
just ask for it. I can help you out.

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00:10:17,575 --> 00:10:18,660
No way, Axel.

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It's too much money.

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00:10:20,954 --> 00:10:22,622
How can I help you, then?

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00:10:25,708 --> 00:10:27,377
I've been weighing my options.

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Maybe she could stay at your place?

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- Leah, you mean?
- Yeah.

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She can't stay at your parents'.
Look at the scene your dad made.

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- Yeah, I agree.
- I'm not close to your brother either.

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I can work from here
one week per month,

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so you'd only have
to look after her whenever I'm not around.

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I see you had it all planned, huh?

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I know it's such a huge favour,

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but I need the job.

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I have no choice.

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Oliver, man, I'm not...

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You're the person I admire
and trust most in the world,

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and I wouldn't ask
if it weren't important.

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Alright, it's fine. I get it.

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I can't just dump it on you, I know.

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I'm just being selfish.

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But I've run out of options.

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Would you do it for me?

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I'd do anything for you.

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Deal.

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Deal?

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How could I say no to you?
You're my brother, man.

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Thank you so much.

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- You'll take care of her.
- You bet.

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- I'll go down to pick her up, then.
- I'm coming with you.

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- I had a date with Elena after dinner.
- Really?

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00:12:05,683 --> 00:12:07,310
- Is it serious?
- Not at all.

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We just have a nice relationship
where we don't ask for explanations.

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I see. Is she aware of it?

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- She's a free spirit, you know her.
- Great, then. Just great.

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Shall we talk next week and sort it out?

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- Yeah, sure.
- Perfect. Let's go.

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Ready?

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Trust me, it'll all be fine.

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You'll love it here in a couple of days.

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And don't give Axel a hard time, please.

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He's doing us a huge favour.

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- When are you leaving?
- In a few hours.

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- All set?
- Yeah.

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Good to know.

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- How's it going?
- Good.

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My house has never been this clean.

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Leah, take this.

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An old business phone.

153
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You can call me whenever you want.

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Come here for a goodbye hug.

155
00:13:42,947 --> 00:13:46,451
I can go to Berlin instead of you.
You're going to miss the flight.

156
00:13:46,868 --> 00:13:48,494
Yeah, right. Right.

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I'm heading home,
still need to drop the car off.

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00:14:11,309 --> 00:14:12,727
So this is my pad.

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00:14:14,020 --> 00:14:16,147
It's usually a bit messier, though.

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Make yourself at home.

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00:14:19,734 --> 00:14:24,155
You can use and touch whatever you want.
There are loads of books, music...

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Even a record player.

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Have you ever used one?

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00:14:29,744 --> 00:14:31,162
They're cool, yeah.

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00:14:34,082 --> 00:14:38,127
Oh, and there's a bit of everything
in the fridge, but if you want...

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something in particular, we can buy it.

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00:14:42,882 --> 00:14:44,926
Right, your room. Here, please.

168
00:14:47,637 --> 00:14:49,806
It was my storage room, which was a mess.

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00:14:54,727 --> 00:14:58,022
If you're up for it, we could go
for a bite to eat in the village.

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00:15:01,234 --> 00:15:02,276
Well...

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00:15:02,944 --> 00:15:05,279
I'll let you settle in.

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00:15:07,740 --> 00:15:09,492
I'll be outside if you need me.

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Sorry for making you come.
I didn't think it'd rain this much today.

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- It's fine.
- Say hi to your brother for me.

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He's vanished since he got married.

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I'll let him know. See you soon.

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Leah?

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I ordered a pizza. Want some?

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Leah?

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OFF TO THE BEACH.
I'LL BE RIGHT BACK

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I had always seen Leah as a little girl,

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until Oliver and I came back
from 4 wild years

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living on the university campus.

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- Bye, guys. Enjoy the surf.
- Thanks, Douglas.

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Did you get the motorbike keys?

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- Didn't you have them?
- No. I left them in the jacket!

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Okay.

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Did you do this?

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Yeah.

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Is it bad?

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00:18:30,901 --> 00:18:33,904
Quite the opposite.
It's just... different.

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- You're kidding, aren't you?
- Not at all.

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00:18:39,619 --> 00:18:40,703
Why'd you think that?

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00:18:43,623 --> 00:18:46,751
Because my dad
asked me to paint this vase,

195
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and I did this,
which is something completely different.

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00:18:52,173 --> 00:18:53,799
Well, it's... your own version.

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Do you really think so?

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- I got them! Let's go!
- Coming!

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00:19:04,685 --> 00:19:05,770
I have to go.

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00:19:06,687 --> 00:19:07,813
Keep it up.

201
00:19:48,688 --> 00:19:51,107
I forgot I had a flatmate.

202
00:19:54,944 --> 00:19:56,362
I don't want to be a burden.

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00:19:57,905 --> 00:19:58,906
Be a burden?

204
00:20:03,703 --> 00:20:05,705
You must be starving.

205
00:20:06,205 --> 00:20:08,582
I don't know
how long you were in your room.

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00:20:08,666 --> 00:20:10,418
Fancy some avocado on toast?

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00:20:11,877 --> 00:20:13,838
- It's really tasty.
- No, thanks.

208
00:20:14,296 --> 00:20:17,133
Shouldn't you get ready for class?

209
00:20:20,886 --> 00:20:22,179
I didn't sleep well.

210
00:20:23,431 --> 00:20:26,058
I'd probably just make up
some lame excuse not to go.

211
00:20:30,062 --> 00:20:31,647
You don't have to go, really.

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00:20:31,731 --> 00:20:34,483
- You can stay home.
- I'll get dressed.

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00:20:34,608 --> 00:20:36,777
Are you cycling,
or shall I give you a lift?

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00:21:04,305 --> 00:21:05,306
Hi, Leah.

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00:21:07,224 --> 00:21:08,225
How are you?

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00:21:08,976 --> 00:21:10,144
Going to class?

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00:21:10,227 --> 00:21:12,229
- Leah, wait.
- Belén, I'm late.

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00:21:12,313 --> 00:21:13,647
Just a minute, please.

219
00:21:17,568 --> 00:21:18,861
Look, I...

220
00:21:19,445 --> 00:21:22,364
I'm sorry you had to repeat last year.

221
00:21:24,200 --> 00:21:25,534
I've heard that...

222
00:21:26,076 --> 00:21:28,913
your brother's working abroad
and you're living with Axel.

223
00:21:32,917 --> 00:21:36,921
If you need anything,
whatever, even though we've not...

224
00:21:37,004 --> 00:21:40,925
seen each other for a year,
you can count on me.

225
00:21:41,550 --> 00:21:42,551
Okay?

226
00:21:43,260 --> 00:21:45,805
- Okay, thanks.
- We could hang out someday.

227
00:21:46,472 --> 00:21:48,557
Even if it's not like before.

228
00:21:53,229 --> 00:21:56,816
- Maybe.
- Well, then... we can do something new.

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00:22:00,402 --> 00:22:01,445
Maybe.

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00:22:01,529 --> 00:22:04,490
- I'll call you later.
- I don't have a phone anymore.

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00:22:16,168 --> 00:22:17,169
Leah.

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00:22:22,758 --> 00:22:23,759
Leah?

233
00:22:45,114 --> 00:22:46,657
Leah, wake up.

234
00:22:49,660 --> 00:22:52,663
The waves are great today.
Come on, let's test them out.

235
00:22:54,874 --> 00:22:55,875
It'll do you good.

236
00:22:58,377 --> 00:23:00,212
Thanks, but I don't want to.

237
00:23:01,463 --> 00:23:05,092
You might not feel like going,
but trust me, it's definitely worth it.

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00:23:12,725 --> 00:23:13,809
Leah, look.

239
00:23:14,602 --> 00:23:15,769
You and I...

240
00:23:16,520 --> 00:23:19,356
You and I are
like an Indian tribe, alright?

241
00:23:19,440 --> 00:23:22,902
Like the ones from the movies.
And I'm the chief of the tribe.

242
00:23:23,694 --> 00:23:27,448
Got it? And the chief says
that mornings are for surfing.

243
00:23:29,825 --> 00:23:31,660
Why do you want me to go?

244
00:23:32,995 --> 00:23:34,580
And why do you want to stay?

245
00:23:38,792 --> 00:23:41,712
Chief waits outside. You come quick.

246
00:25:32,072 --> 00:25:35,784
It was silent and peaceful there.

247
00:25:38,287 --> 00:25:40,914
I finally felt safe from my memories.

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00:25:41,623 --> 00:25:43,292
Memories of the life I lost.

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00:26:08,776 --> 00:26:09,902
Sit down.

250
00:26:15,115 --> 00:26:16,200
Nice and slow.

251
00:26:17,826 --> 00:26:19,536
There we go. Breathe, calm down.

252
00:26:19,912 --> 00:26:21,538
Deep breaths.

253
00:26:22,039 --> 00:26:23,665
- Alright?
- Yeah.

254
00:26:26,335 --> 00:26:27,628
Breathe.

255
00:26:37,638 --> 00:26:38,639
There we go.

256
00:26:39,181 --> 00:26:40,182
That's it.

257
00:26:48,607 --> 00:26:49,608
Fuck, Leah.

258
00:26:51,693 --> 00:26:54,029
What just happened?
What are you...? What...?

259
00:26:58,408 --> 00:26:59,660
No, Leah, no...

260
00:27:00,619 --> 00:27:02,246
Calm down. I'm sorry, alright?

261
00:27:02,579 --> 00:27:03,747
Take it easy. Breathe.

262
00:27:04,748 --> 00:27:06,125
There, there...

263
00:27:06,750 --> 00:27:08,669
Breathe with me.

264
00:27:10,003 --> 00:27:11,046
Breathe.

265
00:27:12,881 --> 00:27:13,882
That's it, breathe.

266
00:27:15,759 --> 00:27:17,344
Breathe. Take it easy.

267
00:27:18,387 --> 00:27:19,763
Breathe. Take a breath.

268
00:27:20,889 --> 00:27:21,974
Let it out. There.

269
00:27:23,267 --> 00:27:24,643
There we go.

270
00:27:24,726 --> 00:27:25,727
That's it.

271
00:27:26,145 --> 00:27:27,521
That's it.

272
00:27:31,316 --> 00:27:32,401
- That's it.
- Sorry.

273
00:27:34,403 --> 00:27:37,781
- I'm so sorry.
- Easy.

274
00:27:38,657 --> 00:27:39,700
It's over now.

275
00:28:06,643 --> 00:28:07,895
I'm going to get changed.

276
00:28:08,562 --> 00:28:09,730
Feeling better?

277
00:28:12,274 --> 00:28:13,275
Thank you.

278
00:29:08,705 --> 00:29:10,082
I'm going to lie down.

279
00:29:10,707 --> 00:29:13,252
Wait, please. I want us to talk first.

280
00:29:14,753 --> 00:29:15,963
Do we really have to?

281
00:29:16,964 --> 00:29:19,424
Oliver's coming tomorrow,
so I'll leave you alone.

282
00:29:19,883 --> 00:29:22,010
You'll be back next week, though.

283
00:29:34,273 --> 00:29:38,527
We'll spend a lot of time together,
and there's so much I don't know about you.

284
00:29:38,610 --> 00:29:41,738
I should have asked you before,
but I didn't know how.

285
00:29:45,617 --> 00:29:46,618
Do you have friends?

286
00:29:49,746 --> 00:29:51,581
- You're kidding, right?
- Not at all.

287
00:29:51,999 --> 00:29:55,460
People your age are always hanging out.
Do you have friends or not?

288
00:29:56,795 --> 00:29:59,381
- Yes, I do.
- Why do I never see you with them?

289
00:30:00,841 --> 00:30:02,175
I don't feel like it.

290
00:30:02,259 --> 00:30:03,468
Oh.

291
00:30:03,552 --> 00:30:04,553
For how long?

292
00:30:06,263 --> 00:30:07,264
I don't know.

293
00:30:08,598 --> 00:30:09,641
How's school?

294
00:30:11,601 --> 00:30:13,353
Fine, I guess.

295
00:30:14,438 --> 00:30:16,523
- You don't seem sure.
- I am sure.

296
00:30:18,233 --> 00:30:20,652
And why do I never see you study?

297
00:30:22,154 --> 00:30:24,156
- It's none of your business.
- Leah.

298
00:30:25,699 --> 00:30:28,869
Your brother hasn't gone
thousands of miles away

299
00:30:28,952 --> 00:30:31,079
to loaf around, you know that, right?

300
00:30:31,163 --> 00:30:32,331
He's in Berlin...

301
00:30:32,873 --> 00:30:35,625
so you can go to the university next year.

302
00:30:35,709 --> 00:30:37,377
He's busting his gut out there...

303
00:30:37,711 --> 00:30:39,338
for you, so you can carry on.

304
00:30:45,093 --> 00:30:47,929
We need to tell him
what just happened at the beach.

305
00:30:48,013 --> 00:30:49,848
- Why?
- Because it's important.

306
00:30:51,183 --> 00:30:54,186
- It was nothing.
- Excuse me? Nothing?

307
00:30:55,437 --> 00:30:56,897
It was everything.

308
00:30:57,814 --> 00:31:00,692
This is too much for me, alright?

309
00:31:00,817 --> 00:31:02,402
I know, but it's done. I'm fine.

310
00:31:24,800 --> 00:31:27,844
I clearly remember
the day I became aware

311
00:31:27,928 --> 00:31:30,555
of what it meant to be in love with Axel.

312
00:31:36,686 --> 00:31:38,855
- I got them! Let's go!
- Coming!

313
00:31:40,107 --> 00:31:41,108
I have to go.

314
00:31:42,275 --> 00:31:43,276
Keep it up.

315
00:32:10,720 --> 00:32:12,973
- Want me to drive?
- Sure.

316
00:32:15,392 --> 00:32:17,602
That's what platonic loves are like.

317
00:32:18,353 --> 00:32:22,065
No matter how far they go,
they stay with you forever.

318
00:32:22,983 --> 00:32:26,111
No matter how hard
my head tried to get those feelings

319
00:32:26,194 --> 00:32:27,988
out of my heart.

320
00:32:29,990 --> 00:32:31,867
I'm going to get some air.

321
00:32:33,034 --> 00:32:34,286
I'll be back soon.

322
00:32:36,830 --> 00:32:37,914
I'll go with you.

323
00:33:03,273 --> 00:33:05,066
Despite living
on my own for years,

324
00:33:05,150 --> 00:33:07,903
and being used
to managing time and space as I pleased,

325
00:33:08,695 --> 00:33:10,989
for the first time,
the house felt empty.

326
00:33:11,364 --> 00:33:13,492
I missed
the mystery that surrounded her.

327
00:33:19,748 --> 00:33:23,001
For over a year,
I'd felt selfish and useless,

328
00:33:23,460 --> 00:33:27,506
unable to move forward,
hiding beneath a raincoat

329
00:33:27,589 --> 00:33:29,966
to keep the pain from soaking me,

330
00:33:31,134 --> 00:33:34,012
but Axel had pierced it
in just three weeks.

331
00:34:11,841 --> 00:34:12,842
Hi.

332
00:34:14,719 --> 00:34:16,638
Hi. You alright?

333
00:34:18,932 --> 00:34:19,933
Yeah.

334
00:34:21,226 --> 00:34:23,603
- Can I sit here?
- Of course.

335
00:34:24,062 --> 00:34:25,063
Make yourself comfy.

336
00:34:43,206 --> 00:34:44,916
I want to ask you something.

337
00:34:45,709 --> 00:34:46,751
Alright.

338
00:34:47,711 --> 00:34:48,795
Go ahead.

339
00:34:50,714 --> 00:34:51,881
Are you happy?

340
00:34:52,757 --> 00:34:54,092
Happy?

341
00:34:55,510 --> 00:34:57,887
Yeah, I'd say so.

342
00:35:01,683 --> 00:35:02,684
What about you?

343
00:35:06,688 --> 00:35:08,440
I think I used to be happy.

344
00:35:11,443 --> 00:35:13,862
You think, or you really were?

345
00:35:16,323 --> 00:35:18,908
Sometimes I can't remember
how things used to be.

346
00:35:29,794 --> 00:35:31,755
Do you think I'll ever be happy again?

347
00:35:33,256 --> 00:35:34,549
Of course you will.

348
00:35:36,635 --> 00:35:37,636
Do you want to?

349
00:35:52,817 --> 00:35:54,235
I miss you so much, Leah.

350
00:36:05,205 --> 00:36:06,206
What?

351
00:36:07,082 --> 00:36:09,125
I miss the girl you used to be.

352
00:36:10,126 --> 00:36:11,753
The girl who loved painting.

353
00:36:12,962 --> 00:36:14,547
The girl who always laughed.

354
00:36:17,133 --> 00:36:18,927
But I'm sure she'll be back someday.

355
00:36:27,852 --> 00:36:31,314
In the meantime, I'll make dinner.
I'm so hungry I could eat a horse.

356
00:37:05,515 --> 00:37:07,475
We forgot to buy pancakes.

357
00:37:08,893 --> 00:37:10,311
I'm not going back in there.

358
00:37:12,355 --> 00:37:13,398
Leah!

359
00:37:14,357 --> 00:37:15,483
What a coincidence!

360
00:37:18,945 --> 00:37:22,198
Hi. I'm Belén.
Well, we have met before.

361
00:37:22,991 --> 00:37:25,201
- Nice to see you...
- Belén.

362
00:37:25,285 --> 00:37:26,453
- Belén, right.
- Yeah.

363
00:37:27,328 --> 00:37:28,955
Popping out, right?

364
00:37:30,498 --> 00:37:33,877
- Yeah.
- I'm off to the Peach for a drink.

365
00:37:35,003 --> 00:37:38,131
They still make
those banana milkshakes you used to like.

366
00:37:40,091 --> 00:37:43,261
We could go together sometime.
If you're up for it, that is.

367
00:37:43,845 --> 00:37:46,473
Of course she is.
Come on, it's on me.

368
00:37:48,266 --> 00:37:49,267
Alright.

369
00:37:50,477 --> 00:37:51,811
And take the trolley back.

370
00:38:11,873 --> 00:38:14,375
So, how's living with Axel going?

371
00:38:17,128 --> 00:38:18,129
Fine.

372
00:38:22,342 --> 00:38:26,012
I heard your brother's doing great
in Berlin. Is that true?

373
00:38:28,473 --> 00:38:29,474
Yeah.

374
00:38:34,395 --> 00:38:35,438
And...

375
00:38:36,606 --> 00:38:38,441
do you still have feelings for Axel?

376
00:38:39,692 --> 00:38:40,693
No.

377
00:38:42,070 --> 00:38:45,073
I'm sorry, that was out of line.

378
00:38:49,953 --> 00:38:52,080
How far away that time seemed,

379
00:38:52,163 --> 00:38:54,833
when I spent all day with Belén,

380
00:38:55,416 --> 00:38:57,335
pretending to be grown-ups,

381
00:38:57,752 --> 00:39:00,839
and telling her how much I loved Axel.

382
00:39:04,259 --> 00:39:06,970
How's catering school going?

383
00:39:09,097 --> 00:39:10,849
Good. Great, in fact.

384
00:39:11,224 --> 00:39:13,601
There are times when I get home exhausted.

385
00:39:13,685 --> 00:39:16,688
Standing for hours can be tiring, but...

386
00:39:18,064 --> 00:39:21,150
- That's what you always wanted to do.
- Yeah.

387
00:39:21,693 --> 00:39:23,778
It is, and I love it.

388
00:39:25,405 --> 00:39:28,032
Do you remember how I used
to leave my mum's kitchen?

389
00:39:28,116 --> 00:39:29,409
I'd always make a mess.

390
00:39:38,334 --> 00:39:42,088
In a month, I'm celebrating
my 20th birthday at a really cool place.

391
00:39:42,422 --> 00:39:44,215
Would you like to come?

392
00:39:45,800 --> 00:39:46,968
I don't think I can.

393
00:39:48,094 --> 00:39:49,178
It's fine.

394
00:39:52,348 --> 00:39:53,725
I had a great time!

395
00:40:01,774 --> 00:40:03,401
Why did you do this to me?

396
00:40:05,278 --> 00:40:07,614
Can you be a bit more specific?

397
00:40:28,885 --> 00:40:30,094
Wait here.

398
00:40:30,678 --> 00:40:32,055
While you were with her,

399
00:40:32,138 --> 00:40:35,141
I went ahead
and got you something. It's over there.

400
00:40:35,475 --> 00:40:37,810
It's a surprise. No peeping, got it?

401
00:40:43,650 --> 00:40:44,651
No peeping!

402
00:40:59,582 --> 00:41:00,833
Okay, you can come!

403
00:41:08,508 --> 00:41:09,509
Ready?

404
00:41:12,261 --> 00:41:13,262
Do you like it?

405
00:41:18,768 --> 00:41:19,769
No.

406
00:41:21,062 --> 00:41:22,063
No?

407
00:41:22,730 --> 00:41:23,731
I can't.

408
00:42:05,231 --> 00:42:07,316
Only for brief moments.

409
00:42:07,400 --> 00:42:09,777
But I felt something
lighter inside me.

410
00:42:10,653 --> 00:42:11,946
But that was scary too,

411
00:42:12,905 --> 00:42:15,408
because it meant something could change.

412
00:42:23,791 --> 00:42:25,126
- Hi!
- You good, Belén?

413
00:42:25,209 --> 00:42:28,379
- Yeah, thanks. Glad you made it.
- Yeah.

414
00:42:28,755 --> 00:42:32,175
- I'd love to celebrate my birthday here.
- Yeah, it's amazing.

415
00:42:32,258 --> 00:42:35,303
It was my grandparents'.
My dad rents it out for events now.

416
00:42:35,386 --> 00:42:37,263
I'll ask you for his number later.

417
00:42:37,346 --> 00:42:40,308
- I'll be back from the village in 2 hours.
- One hour.

418
00:42:41,059 --> 00:42:44,771
I'm leaving and I'll be back in two hours.
Need anything? Just call me.

419
00:42:44,854 --> 00:42:46,439
- Have a good time.
- See you.

420
00:42:47,523 --> 00:42:48,608
Shall we?

421
00:42:49,525 --> 00:42:51,903
It's fine, we're just hanging out here.

422
00:43:04,749 --> 00:43:06,793
Want one? I didn't offer you one.

423
00:43:08,377 --> 00:43:12,423
- I didn't know you smoked.
- Every now and then.

424
00:43:18,971 --> 00:43:19,972
Do you remember?

425
00:43:25,311 --> 00:43:26,312
Yeah, I do.

426
00:43:28,439 --> 00:43:30,566
All yours. It was your idea, after all.

427
00:43:35,154 --> 00:43:39,408
Whenever you're ready,
we can carry on with the list.

428
00:43:41,244 --> 00:43:42,245
Alright.

429
00:43:49,252 --> 00:43:51,879
I'm sorry for being away so long.

430
00:43:53,589 --> 00:43:54,924
It's okay, Leah.

431
00:43:55,758 --> 00:43:57,677
You're here now, that's what matters.

432
00:44:01,806 --> 00:44:03,766
Can I give you a hug?

433
00:44:06,352 --> 00:44:07,353
Sure.

434
00:44:19,532 --> 00:44:20,533
I have to pee.

435
00:44:21,325 --> 00:44:22,326
Coming along?

436
00:44:23,744 --> 00:44:26,414
I'll get something to drink before, okay?

437
00:44:26,497 --> 00:44:27,748
Alright, let's go.

438
00:44:28,541 --> 00:44:29,542
Come on.

439
00:44:41,721 --> 00:44:43,639
Awe, thank you so much!

440
00:44:43,723 --> 00:44:44,724
Let's see...

441
00:44:46,559 --> 00:44:47,852
- No!
- You like it?

442
00:44:50,771 --> 00:44:53,649
- Thank you!
- No problem! You deserve it!

443
00:44:55,234 --> 00:44:56,694
It's so pretty!

444
00:45:03,034 --> 00:45:04,035
Hey.

445
00:45:05,703 --> 00:45:06,704
Why so lonely?

446
00:45:12,793 --> 00:45:14,337
I can leave if you want.

447
00:45:20,468 --> 00:45:21,719
Or you want anything?

448
00:46:26,075 --> 00:46:28,953
- Excuse me, got a light?
- No, sorry.

449
00:46:29,412 --> 00:46:30,788
I know who you are.

450
00:46:30,871 --> 00:46:33,499
Wasn't the house
at the top of the mountain yours?

451
00:46:33,582 --> 00:46:34,709
Yeah, it is.

452
00:46:34,792 --> 00:46:37,378
Mate, that place is perfect
for a proper party.

453
00:46:37,461 --> 00:46:40,715
If you're up for it, I have a pal
who uses this trailer of his...

454
00:46:40,798 --> 00:46:43,050
as a DJ set, and it's fucking amazing.

455
00:46:43,426 --> 00:46:46,804
He hitches it up to his car
and sets it up wherever he wants.

456
00:46:46,887 --> 00:46:49,265
- And then badass music starts playing.
- Wait.

457
00:46:49,348 --> 00:46:51,892
- What the fuck, man?
- Sorry?

458
00:46:51,976 --> 00:46:54,812
- The fuck are you doing, dickhead?
- You came quick.

459
00:46:54,895 --> 00:46:57,064
- Let's go.
- Is he your boyfriend?

460
00:46:57,148 --> 00:46:58,149
Or your father?

461
00:47:08,576 --> 00:47:10,911
What the fuck were you thinking about?

462
00:47:14,248 --> 00:47:16,500
I wasn't doing anything.
I just wanted to...

463
00:47:18,544 --> 00:47:19,837
...feel something again.

464
00:47:20,254 --> 00:47:23,466
With some asshole you don't know?
That's not the fucking way.

465
00:47:23,549 --> 00:47:25,426
Sorry, I don't feel so good.

466
00:47:27,595 --> 00:47:28,846
Hey, hey...

467
00:47:28,929 --> 00:47:30,389
Come on, move.

468
00:47:35,269 --> 00:47:36,270
Leah.

469
00:47:42,360 --> 00:47:44,028
Hey, take it easy.

470
00:47:46,072 --> 00:47:47,907
- Go take a shower.
- I'm sorry.

471
00:47:47,990 --> 00:47:49,283
It'll do you good. Go.

472
00:47:49,617 --> 00:47:51,827
I'll clean this. Don't worry, okay?

473
00:47:52,370 --> 00:47:54,205
- I'm sorry.
- It's fine.

474
00:48:16,102 --> 00:48:18,312
How come you've never noticed me?

475
00:48:42,962 --> 00:48:43,963
Mum,

476
00:48:44,630 --> 00:48:46,173
what's self-love?

477
00:48:47,425 --> 00:48:48,843
Why do you ask?

478
00:48:52,179 --> 00:48:55,182
I don't know,
it's something I just don't get.

479
00:48:57,643 --> 00:48:58,978
Above all, self-love...

480
00:49:00,479 --> 00:49:02,398
is about your own freedom.

481
00:49:05,818 --> 00:49:10,489
About letting go of what isn't meant
for you, without fear of losing it forever.

482
00:49:12,491 --> 00:49:15,911
About leaving,
even though you'd rather stay.

483
00:49:18,247 --> 00:49:19,915
About recognising your power,

484
00:49:19,999 --> 00:49:23,294
without needing to see it
in anyone else's eyes but your own.

485
00:49:27,381 --> 00:49:31,552
Self-love, dear, is about
not giving up on everything you deserve.

486
00:49:33,554 --> 00:49:36,432
About listening
to yourself before anyone else.

487
00:49:40,853 --> 00:49:45,858
About knowing your worth,
regardless of what others see.

488
00:49:50,279 --> 00:49:52,406
That's why self-love is so powerful.

489
00:49:53,949 --> 00:49:55,910
You decide your own worth,

490
00:49:56,744 --> 00:49:58,787
and how much love you deserve.

491
00:50:02,666 --> 00:50:04,376
Does it make any sense?

492
00:50:07,588 --> 00:50:08,589
I think so.

493
00:50:09,715 --> 00:50:11,258
You clever girl.

494
00:50:33,030 --> 00:50:34,198
Are you painting?

495
00:50:41,455 --> 00:50:42,998
I wanted to apologise,

496
00:50:45,251 --> 00:50:47,169
and I thought this was the best way.

497
00:50:49,171 --> 00:50:51,340
- It's...
- Awful, right?

498
00:50:51,423 --> 00:50:53,092
No, it's wonderful.

499
00:50:55,553 --> 00:50:58,305
It means a lot to me
that you've started painting again.

500
00:51:03,644 --> 00:51:05,271
You've left this here.

501
00:51:06,272 --> 00:51:08,023
It's meant to be like that.

502
00:51:08,691 --> 00:51:09,733
Oh.

503
00:51:16,865 --> 00:51:18,909
Leah, we can't blur the lines.

504
00:51:20,953 --> 00:51:22,454
Last night wasn't right.

505
00:51:24,248 --> 00:51:25,833
We have to forget it, okay?

506
00:51:29,503 --> 00:51:32,131
From now on, last night never happened.

507
00:51:48,856 --> 00:51:50,149
Is this yours?

508
00:51:53,360 --> 00:51:56,322
It might have got a bit wet,
it was in the washing machine.

509
00:51:56,405 --> 00:51:59,533
I'm not sure if what was written
has come off. Is it important?

510
00:52:03,120 --> 00:52:05,080
Kind of, yeah.

511
00:52:05,164 --> 00:52:06,165
Can I see?

512
00:52:08,417 --> 00:52:10,294
- Oh, can't I have a look?
- No.

513
00:52:11,629 --> 00:52:13,422
- How come?
- I don't want you to.

514
00:52:16,425 --> 00:52:17,426
That's a shame.

515
00:52:22,097 --> 00:52:24,892
It was a list Belén and I started ages ago.

516
00:52:25,225 --> 00:52:26,477
Interesting.

517
00:52:26,560 --> 00:52:27,895
Was it a shopping list?

518
00:52:28,854 --> 00:52:30,147
Very funny.

519
00:52:31,482 --> 00:52:34,360
It's a list of things that made us happy.

520
00:52:34,735 --> 00:52:36,945
What did you write
that you won't show me?

521
00:52:37,404 --> 00:52:40,115
I can't remember, and now it's gone.

522
00:52:41,158 --> 00:52:42,284
Did you do them all?

523
00:52:44,036 --> 00:52:45,287
I can't remember either.

524
00:52:47,831 --> 00:52:49,249
We can fix that.

525
00:52:49,917 --> 00:52:50,918
Time for a new list.

526
00:52:52,419 --> 00:52:53,420
Come on.

527
00:52:57,675 --> 00:52:59,968
- Now?
- Do you have any better plans?

528
00:53:00,969 --> 00:53:05,349
- I was planning on dinner, I'm starving.
- We'll do it and I'll make you dinner.

529
00:53:05,432 --> 00:53:07,142
Deal. Alright. One:

530
00:53:09,853 --> 00:53:12,731
"Dunking biscuits...

531
00:53:13,732 --> 00:53:15,275
in milk...

532
00:53:15,943 --> 00:53:17,444
and eating them afterwards."

533
00:53:19,822 --> 00:53:21,907
But loads of biscuits.

534
00:53:21,990 --> 00:53:24,535
Imagine a biscuit porridge. Like...

535
00:53:24,618 --> 00:53:28,539
a whole tray of biscuits, all together,
overflowing the glass of milk.

536
00:53:29,748 --> 00:53:31,083
See what I mean?

537
00:53:31,917 --> 00:53:35,462
- Yeah, but does that make you happy?
- You have no idea.

538
00:53:40,759 --> 00:53:43,721
But with chocolate or just milk?

539
00:53:44,346 --> 00:53:46,765
Chocolate makes it next level.

540
00:53:48,434 --> 00:53:49,435
Your turn.

541
00:53:53,564 --> 00:53:54,565
I don't know.

542
00:53:56,483 --> 00:54:00,529
I don't know,
bouncing on the sofa? No, on the bed.

543
00:54:01,613 --> 00:54:04,700
Or... dancing with no sense
of rhythm at all.

544
00:54:04,783 --> 00:54:07,578
Totally arrhythmic
and uncoordinated, like robots.

545
00:54:11,123 --> 00:54:12,124
Yeah.

546
00:54:12,916 --> 00:54:15,085
I don't know, Axel. It's hard for me.

547
00:54:16,211 --> 00:54:18,172
Thinking of happy things?

548
00:54:19,715 --> 00:54:20,716
Yes.

549
00:54:21,216 --> 00:54:22,843
No, I mean... I don't know.

550
00:54:23,469 --> 00:54:24,511
I don't know.

551
00:54:29,016 --> 00:54:30,017
Come with me.

552
00:54:30,976 --> 00:54:32,227
- What?
- Come with me.

553
00:54:32,311 --> 00:54:34,146
- Where?
- Leave the list and come.

554
00:54:34,229 --> 00:54:35,773
- Now.
- Right now. Chop chop!

555
00:54:37,274 --> 00:54:38,609
Over here.

556
00:54:40,068 --> 00:54:42,029
- It's dark, Axel.
- Come on.

557
00:54:43,113 --> 00:54:44,907
- Hurry up.
- I'm barefoot, look.

558
00:54:44,990 --> 00:54:46,200
Here. You can stop.

559
00:54:47,910 --> 00:54:49,077
Close your eyes.

560
00:54:49,787 --> 00:54:51,914
- What?
- Do as I say.

561
00:54:56,585 --> 00:54:57,586
You're such a pain.

562
00:54:59,254 --> 00:55:01,089
So, what are you feeling?

563
00:55:02,049 --> 00:55:03,050
I don't know.

564
00:55:05,177 --> 00:55:06,470
How can you not know?

565
00:55:07,763 --> 00:55:09,681
Close your eyes and focus.

566
00:55:14,478 --> 00:55:15,979
What do you feel around you?

567
00:55:28,575 --> 00:55:30,744
I feel my feet.

568
00:55:35,290 --> 00:55:38,460
The wet grass tickling me.

569
00:55:44,049 --> 00:55:46,468
The light
of the lighthouse on my face.

570
00:55:48,637 --> 00:55:49,638
There we go.

571
00:55:50,931 --> 00:55:51,932
Go on.

572
00:55:57,020 --> 00:55:59,314
I can feel the sea breeze.

573
00:56:07,489 --> 00:56:08,490
Your hand.

574
00:56:18,292 --> 00:56:20,502
All this water on my face.

575
00:56:21,795 --> 00:56:25,048
Fuck.
Stop feeling, run! Hurry!

576
00:56:33,348 --> 00:56:34,308
Dang it.

577
00:56:57,122 --> 00:56:58,123
What is it?

578
00:56:58,624 --> 00:56:59,750
It's nothing.

579
00:57:01,501 --> 00:57:02,753
It wasn't bad, right?

580
00:57:04,212 --> 00:57:05,213
Yeah.

581
00:57:08,717 --> 00:57:12,304
Now I'm starving too.
I'll get the lasagne out of the fridge.

582
00:57:12,387 --> 00:57:16,350
- Why don't you set the table?
- Okay. Would you like some beer?

583
00:57:17,392 --> 00:57:18,894
How about a glass of wine?

584
00:57:18,977 --> 00:57:22,397
- This is something for us to celebrate.
- Can I have one, too?

585
00:57:25,984 --> 00:57:28,153
It'll be fine, we're at home.

586
00:57:29,279 --> 00:57:31,490
I'm not messing up like the other day.

587
00:57:31,990 --> 00:57:34,910
Alright, you're an adult now,
so I can't stop you.

588
00:57:40,916 --> 00:57:45,128
Your brother was there, protecting me,
and he was hit right on the nose.

589
00:57:45,462 --> 00:57:46,880
- No!
- He nearly broke it.

590
00:57:46,964 --> 00:57:49,007
- No way.
- But he saved me, at least.

591
00:57:50,592 --> 00:57:52,469
I really love your stories.

592
00:57:52,552 --> 00:57:55,681
And we've got thousands.
We've been through everything.

593
00:57:58,725 --> 00:58:00,811
Want that bit? Come on, all yours.

594
00:58:00,894 --> 00:58:03,605
No, I'm full. I'm about to explode.

595
00:58:04,648 --> 00:58:07,609
- Same here, but it's so tasty.
- It is.

596
00:58:08,110 --> 00:58:10,904
- Give me the list. Let's continue.
- Alright.

597
00:58:11,571 --> 00:58:12,906
- Go ahead.
- Let's see.

598
00:58:14,908 --> 00:58:18,036
"Walking barefoot...

599
00:58:18,870 --> 00:58:20,163
in the deep night...

600
00:58:21,039 --> 00:58:24,001
until it starts raining."

601
00:58:25,210 --> 00:58:26,628
- There we go.
- Check.

602
00:58:27,337 --> 00:58:29,089
Your turn. No excuses.

603
00:58:32,884 --> 00:58:34,094
Okay then.

604
00:58:37,764 --> 00:58:40,308
Dancing with my eyes closed.

605
00:58:41,601 --> 00:58:42,602
I like it.

606
00:58:44,021 --> 00:58:45,105
What else?

607
00:58:46,314 --> 00:58:48,567
Going out on a boat... Maybe?

608
00:58:49,568 --> 00:58:53,030
The furthest I've ever been
from shore was on a surfboard.

609
00:58:53,780 --> 00:58:55,240
- It was my turn.
- Sorry.

610
00:58:55,323 --> 00:58:57,075
it's fine, I like it.

611
00:58:57,159 --> 00:59:00,203
A friend of mine has
a sailing boat, so he could...

612
00:59:00,287 --> 00:59:01,455
- Really?
- Yeah.

613
00:59:03,582 --> 00:59:05,542
What else? You're on fire, keep it up.

614
00:59:09,838 --> 00:59:11,298
I want to get drunk.

615
00:59:13,175 --> 00:59:17,345
- You're already drunk.
- Right, but so are you. A bit, at least.

616
00:59:18,013 --> 00:59:22,100
Seriously. It has to be something proper.

617
00:59:23,435 --> 00:59:24,561
Look inside yourself.

618
00:59:33,278 --> 00:59:35,530
I want you... to kiss me.

619
00:59:36,656 --> 00:59:39,034
- Now.
- Leah...

620
00:59:40,619 --> 00:59:44,122
- It's not a big deal.
- Yeah, right. Come on.

621
00:59:44,623 --> 00:59:47,250
- It's your game.
- A stupid game, in fact.

622
00:59:47,334 --> 00:59:48,627
Just forget about it.

623
00:59:49,544 --> 00:59:52,089
Alright, I will.

624
01:00:04,309 --> 01:00:05,393
What was that for?

625
01:00:06,103 --> 01:00:07,562
I want to know how it feels.

626
01:00:10,107 --> 01:00:13,610
- Besides, you kiss anyone.
- You aren't just anyone.

627
01:00:13,944 --> 01:00:16,363
- Can't you ask a friend of yours?
- No.

628
01:00:17,489 --> 01:00:19,324
I bet no one kisses like you.

629
01:00:20,033 --> 01:00:21,201
So do I.

630
01:00:24,204 --> 01:00:25,872
So I'm right, then?

631
01:00:28,208 --> 01:00:30,127
I was just being honest.

632
01:00:33,255 --> 01:00:35,715
Alright, I guess I'll never find out.

633
01:00:36,925 --> 01:00:37,926
That's it.

634
01:00:40,428 --> 01:00:41,429
Okay.

635
01:00:55,402 --> 01:00:57,654
- We'll do it. Just once, got it?
- Really?

636
01:00:58,196 --> 01:00:59,197
Just once.

637
01:01:00,323 --> 01:01:02,868
And, tomorrow morning,
we won't remember it.

638
01:01:03,326 --> 01:01:04,411
Deal.

639
01:01:06,997 --> 01:01:08,081
Close your eyes.

640
01:01:25,515 --> 01:01:29,311
- What was that?
- What were you expecting?

641
01:01:30,520 --> 01:01:33,732
- A real kiss, of course.
- Leah, don't piss me off.

642
01:01:36,443 --> 01:01:37,652
Are you scared?

643
01:01:39,613 --> 01:01:41,823
Maybe you're not as good as you think.

644
01:02:14,356 --> 01:02:15,357
Leah...

645
01:02:18,860 --> 01:02:21,613
Go to bed.
You've got a first-period lesson tomorrow.

646
01:02:22,989 --> 01:02:23,990
Axel.

647
01:02:47,472 --> 01:02:48,473
I'll be back later.

648
01:02:49,099 --> 01:02:50,475
Dinner's in the fridge.

649
01:02:56,690 --> 01:02:58,400
Can we talk about tonight?

650
01:03:02,779 --> 01:03:04,739
What happened was fucked up.

651
01:03:06,992 --> 01:03:08,743
You're not serious.

652
01:03:09,536 --> 01:03:10,954
I am, I really am.

653
01:03:12,205 --> 01:03:14,749
I kissed you,
like you wanted, and I screwed it up.

654
01:03:15,792 --> 01:03:19,170
I never thought
you'd end up blurring the lines.

655
01:03:19,254 --> 01:03:20,922
I didn't.

656
01:03:21,006 --> 01:03:22,549
You did. You really did.

657
01:03:23,049 --> 01:03:24,134
But it's on me.

658
01:03:29,347 --> 01:03:30,348
It was a real one.

659
01:03:33,143 --> 01:03:34,352
It was a real kiss.

660
01:03:35,979 --> 01:03:37,147
Just face it.

661
01:05:37,142 --> 01:05:39,394
- Are you alright?
- Yeah, yeah.

662
01:05:48,361 --> 01:05:49,362
Are you sure?

663
01:05:50,572 --> 01:05:52,365
I... I don't feel so good.

664
01:05:53,408 --> 01:05:55,076
It's okay. Let's get some rest.

665
01:06:24,772 --> 01:06:25,857
Good morning.

666
01:06:27,817 --> 01:06:29,944
Well, feeling any better?

667
01:06:30,653 --> 01:06:32,989
- Were you able to rest?
- Yes.

668
01:06:34,949 --> 01:06:37,827
Are you in a hurry?
I was going to make some breakfast.

669
01:06:38,703 --> 01:06:40,121
Not today, okay?

670
01:06:44,792 --> 01:06:45,793
What's the matter?

671
01:06:47,712 --> 01:06:48,713
I'm fine.

672
01:06:49,797 --> 01:06:51,007
I'm no fool, Axel.

673
01:06:55,178 --> 01:06:56,429
Is it about Leah?

674
01:06:57,555 --> 01:06:58,556
What? No.

675
01:07:01,643 --> 01:07:02,894
Are you fucking her?

676
01:07:03,853 --> 01:07:05,522
Have you lost your mind?

677
01:07:07,065 --> 01:07:08,316
Yeah, I have.

678
01:07:08,858 --> 01:07:13,071
Sure. I don't know which is worse,
being a liar or a coward.

679
01:07:51,192 --> 01:07:53,611
You could've told me
you weren't coming home.

680
01:07:56,531 --> 01:07:57,699
I said I'd be back.

681
01:07:58,825 --> 01:08:00,702
But I didn't think this late.

682
01:08:02,912 --> 01:08:04,163
I was worried sick.

683
01:08:06,082 --> 01:08:07,375
I'm here, aren't I?

684
01:08:10,003 --> 01:08:11,170
Where were you?

685
01:08:14,882 --> 01:08:15,883
At Elena's.

686
01:08:19,804 --> 01:08:21,180
Did you sleep with her?

687
01:08:23,057 --> 01:08:25,143
No, we spent the night playing chess.

688
01:08:28,271 --> 01:08:29,355
Go fuck yourself.

689
01:08:51,336 --> 01:08:54,005
- My little angel!
- Hey.

690
01:08:56,007 --> 01:09:00,261
- Where'd you get that jumper?
- Like it? Thank you. Shall we go?

691
01:09:00,345 --> 01:09:01,721
So, where's Axel?

692
01:09:02,221 --> 01:09:04,098
- He's asleep, I think.
- Oh, I see.

693
01:09:04,182 --> 01:09:07,018
- Let's get moving.
- I was asleep. Past tense.

694
01:09:08,227 --> 01:09:09,687
- Hey, man!
- What's up?

695
01:09:10,813 --> 01:09:14,484
- What's with that face?
- I didn't sleep well, you know.

696
01:09:15,234 --> 01:09:17,362
And you? Looking after him?

697
01:09:18,196 --> 01:09:20,281
- Of course.
- Good.

698
01:09:21,491 --> 01:09:23,951
We're leaving.
See you tomorrow at your parents'.

699
01:09:24,494 --> 01:09:26,788
- We're having lunch together.
- Right.

700
01:09:26,871 --> 01:09:29,332
- Great. Come on.
- Let's go.

701
01:09:29,415 --> 01:09:30,875
- Allow me.
- Thank you.

702
01:09:40,426 --> 01:09:43,596
I brought some snacks
to get you ready for the meat.

703
01:09:43,680 --> 01:09:46,683
Looks great, mum.
You haven't made Olivier salad in ages.

704
01:09:46,766 --> 01:09:49,602
I hope you like it.
It has no peas, as you like it.

705
01:09:49,686 --> 01:09:50,728
Thanks, mum.

706
01:09:50,812 --> 01:09:53,272
So, Oliver, any news in Berlin?

707
01:09:53,356 --> 01:09:54,399
Not really.

708
01:09:54,482 --> 01:09:56,484
I'm always thinking about coming back.

709
01:09:56,567 --> 01:10:00,113
I can imagine. We'd love to have you back.

710
01:10:00,196 --> 01:10:01,406
Want some?

711
01:10:01,489 --> 01:10:04,158
The weather there must be awful, I bet.

712
01:10:04,242 --> 01:10:07,370
I'm always wearing tights under my suit.

713
01:10:07,912 --> 01:10:10,331
- Do you want some, dear?
- Yes, thanks.

714
01:10:11,374 --> 01:10:14,794
Axel, man,
the university staff sent me a message.

715
01:10:14,919 --> 01:10:17,839
The university open days are
in two weekends' time.

716
01:10:17,922 --> 01:10:21,884
If you can, you could take Leah
and show her around the campus.

717
01:10:23,928 --> 01:10:25,847
- Sure, no problem.
- Great.

718
01:10:26,556 --> 01:10:30,017
- You're going to love it.
- Just pretend you don't know these two.

719
01:10:30,101 --> 01:10:32,854
- They probably hid a corpse in there.
- No.

720
01:10:32,937 --> 01:10:35,523
- We weren't that crazy.
- I need to loo.

721
01:10:35,606 --> 01:10:36,649
Alright.

722
01:10:36,733 --> 01:10:39,736
There've got to be
some photos by the entrance.

723
01:10:56,711 --> 01:10:57,712
Are you leaving?

724
01:10:59,213 --> 01:11:00,256
I'm going for a walk.

725
01:11:01,758 --> 01:11:05,720
We'll go to the university tomorrow.
We'll leave early, it'll take us two hours.

726
01:11:05,803 --> 01:11:08,347
I'll be busy.
Oliver will take me next week.

727
01:11:09,015 --> 01:11:11,142
Are you going to sulk forever?

728
01:11:12,268 --> 01:11:14,645
You're being childish.

729
01:11:14,729 --> 01:11:15,980
- Oh, am I?
- Yes.

730
01:11:16,063 --> 01:11:17,523
Do you really think so?

731
01:11:17,607 --> 01:11:18,608
I do.

732
01:11:19,275 --> 01:11:21,068
You don't know why I'm like this.

733
01:11:23,446 --> 01:11:24,947
Spit it out, then. Tell me.

734
01:11:30,745 --> 01:11:33,080
Do you think I'm like this
because that kiss...

735
01:11:33,164 --> 01:11:34,373
meant something to me,

736
01:11:34,457 --> 01:11:36,542
and you immediately slept
with someone else?

737
01:11:38,085 --> 01:11:39,420
Well, you're wrong.

738
01:11:42,298 --> 01:11:44,342
What's this all about, then?

739
01:11:47,220 --> 01:11:49,305
I've been in love with you my whole life.

740
01:11:51,891 --> 01:11:55,186
Why bother hiding it
when we both know, anyway?

741
01:11:56,395 --> 01:12:01,025
- Leah, don't say that.
- I fell in love with the brave Axel.

742
01:12:02,360 --> 01:12:06,197
The Axel who acted
without considering the consequences.

743
01:12:08,991 --> 01:12:12,578
The Axel who followed his gut
and what he felt in the moment.

744
01:12:15,957 --> 01:12:17,625
I really loved that about you.

745
01:12:20,545 --> 01:12:21,796
Because it was real.

746
01:12:24,632 --> 01:12:28,010
You sleeping
with someone else did hurt me, but...

747
01:12:29,303 --> 01:12:32,431
I'm already over it.
It's something I've dealt with for years.

748
01:12:37,061 --> 01:12:40,022
That said,
that kiss clearly meant something to you.

749
01:12:41,816 --> 01:12:43,484
We both know, don't we?

750
01:12:46,904 --> 01:12:48,114
You're right.

751
01:12:48,739 --> 01:12:50,116
Of course it did.

752
01:12:52,535 --> 01:12:55,037
It really turned me on, Leah.

753
01:12:56,622 --> 01:12:59,750
I had to hold back
from ripping your clothes off there.

754
01:13:01,335 --> 01:13:04,422
I didn't know a kiss like that could exist.

755
01:13:12,013 --> 01:13:13,139
But it's impossible.

756
01:13:14,515 --> 01:13:17,643
There are too many reasons
why we can't take it any further.

757
01:13:19,770 --> 01:13:20,771
Do you understand?

758
01:13:56,098 --> 01:13:57,099
Axel!

759
01:13:59,143 --> 01:14:03,856
I'll go with you to the university,
but I'm not getting up early on Sunday.

760
01:14:20,122 --> 01:14:22,667
This is the best place
to spend four years.

761
01:14:22,750 --> 01:14:24,627
Especially doing what you love.

762
01:14:26,295 --> 01:14:28,089
I don't want to be on my own here.

763
01:14:29,215 --> 01:14:31,884
You'll make friends as soon
as you arrive, trust me.

764
01:14:32,343 --> 01:14:36,180
The best years of my life,
and your brother's, were here.

765
01:14:37,390 --> 01:14:39,392
It scares me a little, though.

766
01:14:42,186 --> 01:14:44,730
Feeling like that
at the beginning isn't weird.

767
01:14:44,814 --> 01:14:47,191
You'll see everyone else is just like you.

768
01:14:47,274 --> 01:14:50,236
It's their first time fleeing the nest too.

769
01:14:50,569 --> 01:14:52,613
That's not helping, you know.

770
01:14:55,282 --> 01:14:57,743
Alright, I'll take you somewhere else.

771
01:14:58,786 --> 01:15:00,955
Just promise me not to tell your brother.

772
01:15:02,248 --> 01:15:03,916
- Deal.
- Deal?

773
01:15:13,259 --> 01:15:15,678
And what exactly did you learn here?

774
01:15:15,761 --> 01:15:17,221
Here you learn how to live.

775
01:15:18,180 --> 01:15:19,598
Don't listen to him.

776
01:15:20,224 --> 01:15:22,643
Ramón!
I thought you'd be retired by now.

777
01:15:22,727 --> 01:15:24,603
And I didn't think I'd see you again.

778
01:15:24,687 --> 01:15:28,441
- It'll be just a moment.
- You always say that.

779
01:15:31,694 --> 01:15:33,779
- Doing fine?
- Great, in fact. You?

780
01:15:33,863 --> 01:15:35,573
Same here. What are you having?

781
01:15:37,533 --> 01:15:40,119
See that cocktail named "The Artifact"?

782
01:15:40,578 --> 01:15:44,415
Your brother and I made it
using the trial-and-error method.

783
01:15:44,498 --> 01:15:45,624
I don't get it.

784
01:15:46,250 --> 01:15:48,753
- Nobody does.
- It's clever humour.

785
01:15:54,341 --> 01:15:55,551
What is this?

786
01:15:55,926 --> 01:15:58,471
It's an evolution. Don't you like it?

787
01:15:58,846 --> 01:15:59,847
No.

788
01:16:02,391 --> 01:16:03,392
Cheers.

789
01:16:09,732 --> 01:16:10,941
- It's great.
- Is it?

790
01:16:25,331 --> 01:16:26,999
Mamihlapinatapai.

791
01:16:28,375 --> 01:16:29,376
Sorry?

792
01:16:30,586 --> 01:16:33,214
"A meaningful silence between two people

793
01:16:33,297 --> 01:16:35,674
sharing the same thoughts or desires".

794
01:16:38,177 --> 01:16:40,930
It's a word from Patagonia's natives,

795
01:16:41,597 --> 01:16:45,142
said to be
one of the most precise words in the world.

796
01:16:47,144 --> 01:16:49,146
That's exactly what just happened to us.

797
01:16:51,482 --> 01:16:52,483
Who knows?

798
01:16:59,281 --> 01:17:01,534
Axel, I'm sorry
for making everything worse.

799
01:17:02,993 --> 01:17:07,998
You already had your own problems,
including dealing with me at home, and...

800
01:17:08,833 --> 01:17:10,334
now all this mess.

801
01:17:11,961 --> 01:17:13,754
Trouble is my middle name.

802
01:17:24,056 --> 01:17:25,224
This song...

803
01:17:27,393 --> 01:17:29,812
...was Belén's favourite.

804
01:17:30,604 --> 01:17:32,773
Mine too. Have you ever listened to it?

805
01:17:33,566 --> 01:17:34,567
No.

806
01:17:38,946 --> 01:17:43,409
Whenever I'd sleep at Belén's,
this song was always blasting out.

807
01:17:44,034 --> 01:17:46,370
One of us would play the role of a boy,

808
01:17:46,662 --> 01:17:50,666
and we'd dance
while imagining what it'd be like to do it

809
01:17:50,749 --> 01:17:53,544
with our knight in shining armour.

810
01:17:55,171 --> 01:17:57,006
We were crazy back then.

811
01:17:58,799 --> 01:17:59,925
Do you want to dance?

812
01:18:02,011 --> 01:18:03,512
You mean it?

813
01:18:05,472 --> 01:18:09,393
Wasn't dancing
with your eyes closed on your list?

814
01:18:12,104 --> 01:18:13,647
It was, yeah.

815
01:18:17,735 --> 01:18:19,737
- Alright.
- Okay.

816
01:18:19,820 --> 01:18:21,572
Let's give it a go...

817
01:18:36,503 --> 01:18:38,047
Close your eyes.

818
01:19:00,110 --> 01:19:01,237
Let it happen.

819
01:19:05,699 --> 01:19:08,118
Leah... I can't.

820
01:19:53,414 --> 01:19:54,832
See? It's fine.

821
01:20:28,824 --> 01:20:30,409
Take me, please.

822
01:20:32,536 --> 01:20:34,288
You're going to drive me mad, Leah.

823
01:21:01,398 --> 01:21:02,399
I'm ready.

824
01:21:04,610 --> 01:21:07,654
- You sure you don't want a lift?
- No, it's fine.

825
01:21:07,738 --> 01:21:09,448
I'm going by bike, alright?

826
01:21:09,531 --> 01:21:10,741
- Okay.
- Bye.

827
01:21:10,824 --> 01:21:12,618
I made you lunch.

828
01:21:18,290 --> 01:21:19,333
Thank you.

829
01:21:21,126 --> 01:21:22,836
Haven't you forgotten something?

830
01:21:45,776 --> 01:21:47,486
Doesn't this all feel a bit weird?

831
01:21:50,739 --> 01:21:52,032
It does.

832
01:21:53,158 --> 01:21:54,201
But it's not.

833
01:22:09,508 --> 01:22:11,635
- See you later.
- Bye.

834
01:23:12,988 --> 01:23:15,908
Would it be possible
to go around the world on this boat?

835
01:23:15,991 --> 01:23:17,201
Definitely.

836
01:23:17,284 --> 01:23:19,745
Edgar brought it
from the Dominican Republic.

837
01:23:19,828 --> 01:23:20,829
Really?

838
01:23:21,497 --> 01:23:24,625
Yeah, even though he went through
a pretty mad month.

839
01:23:25,250 --> 01:23:27,920
You could ask him to tell you about it.

840
01:23:34,134 --> 01:23:36,512
Leah, could we talk about what's happening?

841
01:23:40,140 --> 01:23:41,475
We could... not.

842
01:23:43,519 --> 01:23:44,811
But we have to.

843
01:23:48,273 --> 01:23:50,025
Alright then.

844
01:23:50,817 --> 01:23:52,194
What did you have in mind?

845
01:23:53,779 --> 01:23:55,072
What are we going to do?

846
01:23:56,240 --> 01:23:57,741
I have no fucking idea.

847
01:23:59,034 --> 01:24:00,661
I see you're ready.

848
01:24:04,373 --> 01:24:05,832
I'm serious, I...

849
01:24:07,376 --> 01:24:08,835
Maybe we could...

850
01:24:09,878 --> 01:24:12,589
keep this going a bit longer.

851
01:24:13,590 --> 01:24:16,385
Getting to know each other
without jumping the gun.

852
01:24:19,763 --> 01:24:23,809
And after that, well...
I have no idea what to do next.

853
01:24:24,643 --> 01:24:27,437
I try not to think
about it or I'll lose my mind.

854
01:24:27,854 --> 01:24:29,606
No more thinking, then.

855
01:24:37,823 --> 01:24:40,534
This is pretty fucked up
for me, you know.

856
01:24:42,995 --> 01:24:44,246
I'm sorry.

857
01:24:44,580 --> 01:24:47,791
Hey, don't. You don't have
to apologise at all, it's just...

858
01:24:48,375 --> 01:24:50,127
I've never felt this way before.

859
01:24:53,255 --> 01:24:55,632
But you've been with loads of girls.

860
01:24:56,258 --> 01:24:59,469
I can promise you
this is the first time I've felt like this.

861
01:25:00,512 --> 01:25:01,763
This is new for me.

862
01:25:06,184 --> 01:25:07,436
I want it to last.

863
01:27:23,739 --> 01:27:24,865
This is for you.

864
01:27:30,662 --> 01:27:33,915
A present for getting me out
of that awful place I was stuck in.

865
01:27:44,551 --> 01:27:47,429
Thanks for bringing
my old self back to life.

866
01:28:02,569 --> 01:28:03,820
I love you, Leah.

867
01:28:07,908 --> 01:28:09,201
I love you, Axel.

868
01:29:21,106 --> 01:29:22,148
Hi, sweetheart.

869
01:29:22,524 --> 01:29:24,401
I tried calling you,
but your phone was off.

870
01:29:24,484 --> 01:29:25,861
We got here a bit late,

871
01:29:25,944 --> 01:29:27,779
because your dad
forgot to get gas...

872
01:29:27,863 --> 01:29:28,822
as usual.

873
01:29:28,905 --> 01:29:31,867
But who remembered
your sketchbook?

874
01:29:31,950 --> 01:29:34,077
Come on, you'd left it lying around.

875
01:29:34,411 --> 01:29:36,538
As usual, too.

876
01:29:36,621 --> 01:29:39,291
Leah, I'm painting something wonderful.

877
01:29:39,708 --> 01:29:40,667
I know you'll love it.

878
01:29:40,750 --> 01:29:42,419
It's different. Totally your style.

879
01:29:43,086 --> 01:29:45,338
Oh, and I opened
those new jars I bought you.

880
01:29:45,422 --> 01:29:46,464
Hope you don't mind.

881
01:29:46,548 --> 01:29:47,841
As usual, too.

882
01:29:49,467 --> 01:29:50,552
Honey, in the end,

883
01:29:50,635 --> 01:29:53,889
the three of us are going
Christmas shopping together.

884
01:30:06,234 --> 01:30:07,652
Looking good, sis.

885
01:30:09,112 --> 01:30:10,655
You too, bro.

886
01:30:14,743 --> 01:30:15,911
No, I'm serious.

887
01:30:16,703 --> 01:30:18,622
I was scared as hell when I left.

888
01:30:19,497 --> 01:30:21,374
I didn't know how you'd work it out.

889
01:30:22,667 --> 01:30:24,127
But every time I come back...

890
01:30:25,253 --> 01:30:26,338
I see you better.

891
01:30:28,882 --> 01:30:30,258
You've done it, squirt.

892
01:30:38,016 --> 01:30:40,769
Maybe I learned to appreciate the present.

893
01:30:44,731 --> 01:30:46,024
You sound just like Axel.

894
01:30:50,236 --> 01:30:52,072
We spent too much time together.

895
01:31:02,207 --> 01:31:03,208
Leah...

896
01:31:04,751 --> 01:31:06,002
Do you dream about them?

897
01:31:08,004 --> 01:31:09,464
About dad and mum?

898
01:31:15,720 --> 01:31:16,721
No.

899
01:31:19,099 --> 01:31:20,183
I don't think so.

900
01:31:23,311 --> 01:31:25,397
Honestly, I've never thought about it.

901
01:31:29,609 --> 01:31:30,652
Neither have I.

902
01:31:31,653 --> 01:31:32,862
And I try to.

903
01:31:35,365 --> 01:31:38,159
I go to bed every night,
thinking about them,

904
01:31:38,243 --> 01:31:39,452
so I can see them again.

905
01:31:41,121 --> 01:31:42,330
But it never happens.

906
01:31:54,259 --> 01:31:57,012
Do you know
what the last thing Dad said to me was?

907
01:32:03,518 --> 01:32:04,853
A joke.

908
01:32:06,438 --> 01:32:07,772
- A joke?
- Yeah.

909
01:32:10,442 --> 01:32:13,403
"What did one lettuce say to another?"

910
01:32:16,614 --> 01:32:19,909
- "Lettuce enjoy every minute".
- "Lettuce enjoy every minute".

911
01:32:22,704 --> 01:32:23,955
Yeah.

912
01:32:34,257 --> 01:32:36,384
I'd do anything to see them one last time.

913
01:32:41,056 --> 01:32:42,057
So would I.

914
01:32:52,067 --> 01:32:54,194
I'm going for a drink.
Do you want to come?

915
01:32:54,778 --> 01:32:57,447
I'm meeting Belén at her place today.

916
01:32:58,990 --> 01:33:00,158
- Okay.
- Yeah?

917
01:33:00,241 --> 01:33:02,077
- I'll pick you up later.
- Great.

918
01:33:03,620 --> 01:33:06,164
Lettuce enjoy every minute.

919
01:33:07,582 --> 01:33:09,417
Lettuce enjoy every minute.

920
01:33:12,420 --> 01:33:13,505
Not anymore.

921
01:33:28,728 --> 01:33:29,813
Is it free?

922
01:33:30,563 --> 01:33:33,399
Oli! It's so nice to see you!

923
01:33:33,483 --> 01:33:35,443
- How are you?
- Great. You?

924
01:33:35,527 --> 01:33:38,238
- Good.
- Are you visiting, or settling in?

925
01:33:38,321 --> 01:33:40,281
No, I've still got three months left.

926
01:33:40,365 --> 01:33:43,952
It's not that hard anymore
for me to leave since Leah's doing better.

927
01:33:44,828 --> 01:33:45,829
Right.

928
01:33:48,540 --> 01:33:49,749
Take a seat.

929
01:33:49,833 --> 01:33:50,959
Thank you.

930
01:34:33,543 --> 01:34:36,713
What are you doing here?
There are a few beers in the fridge.

931
01:34:39,174 --> 01:34:40,800
How could you do this to me?

932
01:34:48,141 --> 01:34:49,142
Oliver...

933
01:34:51,895 --> 01:34:52,896
I love her.

934
01:34:54,647 --> 01:34:55,940
Don't bullshit me.

935
01:34:57,358 --> 01:35:00,320
- Do you know what you've done?
- I really love her.

936
01:35:00,820 --> 01:35:03,781
If you did,
you wouldn't have let this to happen!

937
01:35:06,951 --> 01:35:08,536
Want to know what she told me?

938
01:35:11,664 --> 01:35:13,416
She's not going to university.

939
01:35:15,543 --> 01:35:17,420
She wants to stay here with you.

940
01:35:19,839 --> 01:35:21,424
I spent a year far from her,

941
01:35:22,300 --> 01:35:25,595
working my arse off,
and you come to screw everything up.

942
01:35:29,974 --> 01:35:31,726
What about the consequences?

943
01:35:32,810 --> 01:35:35,104
What if things get difficult

944
01:35:35,188 --> 01:35:37,190
and you leave her,
like everything else?

945
01:35:38,566 --> 01:35:40,944
And I'd have to pick up the pieces.

946
01:35:50,078 --> 01:35:52,247
No one else made me feel like this.

947
01:35:55,959 --> 01:35:57,502
Don't tie her down to you.

948
01:35:59,295 --> 01:36:00,880
She's nineteen.

949
01:36:02,757 --> 01:36:03,925
She must live,

950
01:36:05,760 --> 01:36:07,303
go to university,

951
01:36:08,263 --> 01:36:12,100
meet people, have new experiences,
live her life as it comes.

952
01:36:15,061 --> 01:36:17,146
Don't take that from her if you love her.

953
01:36:21,276 --> 01:36:22,402
I don't know if I can.

954
01:36:23,778 --> 01:36:24,946
You owe me that.

955
01:36:27,699 --> 01:36:30,952
I put you in charge of looking after her.

956
01:36:34,789 --> 01:36:36,749
Leah's everything to me.

957
01:36:39,627 --> 01:36:41,004
She's all I've got left.

958
01:37:41,272 --> 01:37:43,441
We just couldn't make it work.

959
01:37:47,570 --> 01:37:48,571
No.

960
01:38:11,427 --> 01:38:12,470
Leah...

961
01:38:14,806 --> 01:38:17,433
We didn't just bump
into each other in a bar.

962
01:38:20,395 --> 01:38:22,438
I didn't ask for your phone number.

963
01:38:25,691 --> 01:38:27,276
We never went on a date.

964
01:38:30,405 --> 01:38:32,740
We never walked down the street
holding hands.

965
01:38:36,035 --> 01:38:39,038
I've never waited
outside your door to kiss you.

966
01:38:47,839 --> 01:38:49,424
Our problem is...

967
01:38:50,716 --> 01:38:52,176
all that we never were.

968
01:39:13,698 --> 01:39:16,451
And I don't want
to take you away from your brother.

969
01:39:20,788 --> 01:39:23,374
I don't want to make you live my life.

970
01:39:34,719 --> 01:39:35,928
You're wrong.

971
01:39:39,348 --> 01:39:41,809
I'd just hold you back.

972
01:39:56,532 --> 01:40:00,953
I'd just become baggage
you'd never know how to let go of.

973
01:40:04,248 --> 01:40:07,168
At least not without hurting each other.

974
01:40:16,594 --> 01:40:19,013
Staying here won't make me lose anything.

975
01:40:21,891 --> 01:40:23,976
Oliver loves me,

976
01:40:27,396 --> 01:40:30,858
and he'd eventually accept
the idea of me living with you, but...

977
01:40:33,569 --> 01:40:36,906
...he probably wouldn't forgive you for it.

978
01:40:51,170 --> 01:40:52,463
And now...

979
01:40:54,590 --> 01:40:57,426
...if I want to become
who I'm meant to be, I have to...

980
01:40:59,303 --> 01:41:01,180
go far away from here,

981
01:41:05,142 --> 01:41:07,311
distance myself from certain places...

982
01:41:10,398 --> 01:41:11,774
...and certain memories...

983
01:41:17,863 --> 01:41:21,701
...so one day I can come back
and enjoy this place again.

984
01:41:45,558 --> 01:41:47,435
I'll miss you so much.

985
01:41:55,693 --> 01:41:56,694
I'll miss you too.

986
01:42:08,539 --> 01:42:10,333
Thanks for teaching me how to feel.

987
01:42:16,547 --> 01:42:17,715
No.

988
01:42:20,176 --> 01:42:21,385
Thank you.

989
01:42:28,517 --> 01:42:30,478
If I'm here like this,

990
01:42:31,812 --> 01:42:33,272
it's all thanks to you.

991
01:42:38,361 --> 01:42:40,404
We've really helped each other.

992
01:42:53,501 --> 01:42:55,753
You know I love you so much, don't you?

993
01:42:58,714 --> 01:43:01,217
It'll never be the same with anyone else.

994
01:43:01,676 --> 01:43:03,260
I'll never feel this way.

995
01:43:06,764 --> 01:43:07,890
I know.

996
01:43:11,977 --> 01:43:14,230
Because I won't either.

997
01:43:28,411 --> 01:43:29,620
I have to go.

998
01:43:33,999 --> 01:43:35,251
And I'm staying here.

999
01:44:19,712 --> 01:44:22,965
Mum was preparing me
for a moment like this.

1000
01:44:23,841 --> 01:44:26,385
She gave me the power
to decide on my own

1001
01:44:26,469 --> 01:44:29,013
my worth and the love I deserve,

1002
01:44:29,847 --> 01:44:33,267
without needing to see it
in anyone else's eyes but my own.

1003
01:44:38,063 --> 01:44:39,982
Here and now starts my new life,

1004
01:44:40,524 --> 01:44:43,068
far away from who I was
and from everything I loved,

1005
01:44:43,402 --> 01:44:46,238
without knowing if I'll ever forget Axel,

1006
01:44:46,822 --> 01:44:48,491
my platonic love.

1007
01:44:48,574 --> 01:44:49,784
my first love.

1008
01:44:54,330 --> 01:44:59,335
TO BE CONTINUED...